Just another day.....

I read today Perc's latest blog. Pout....
There were many things in her writings i could relate to. She shows great emotion for her Owner. Great strength in her openess and honesty.
Courage in confessing her heart.
I can only imagine her owner is elated that the tyes that perhaps bind her flesh also bind her heart.
Jealousy can be the highest form of flattery.
It can also be considered self serving and is almost always counter productive.
My own Mystress Swan has instilled in me that all i do is for her.
It is my responbilily to be healthy and wise.
For me, wealth is a state of mynd.
The knowledge of having a Mystress. And not just any Mystress, but the greatest Mystress in the world.
The knowing that i have completed Her command every morning when i kneel and kiss the band around my little finger that tells the world, and more importantly, Her, that i am Her's.
Or completing the last command of the day when i kneel and light a candle in silent prayer for Her well being.
And i would feel pretty silly running around doing my house work with a bell tied to my ankle, if i did not know it was Her permissions that allow such joys.
With every kiss, every step and every prayer i give thanks for having Mystress Swan as my owner.
I give thanks for the time we do get to spend together.
And i pray that i may always speak my heart when She asks "How do you feel pet?"
Robert

SwanLake Link Updates

Hello Mystress Swan and valued guests.....
I have updated all pages to have return links to SwanLake's main page.
This was driving me nuts....:)
Future plans are to expand the Video library and add more images to Swan Lake Gallery.
Also new to Swan Lake, a page for Second Life notes and criteques.
Enjoy, Robert

Home.....

Well Guests, i have returned to the scene of the crime. The past four months have been a interesting journey and a wake up call of sorts.
I have found i can not sit back and watch the world go by. I can not live someones else's life.
It was a wonderful experience staying with Mystress Swan and Company and i cherrish ever minute with Her Highness.
I learned alot about Her life and the ups and downs that follow us all.
I think every servant should spend a few months with thier owners so both can see the sacrifices made.
I can say it was anything but boring. Mystress is on the go always.
I learned alot about the shows she watches, thge love she has for her family and friends, and the heartaches that go with such openess. I wish her luck with her new place and her newest slave girl.
I was lucky enough to meet her main slave Paladin. Meet some of her closest friends and witness the birth of a slave girl "C".
I thank Mystress for all she did to help me sort thru my lifes loves and all she has and still does for me. I thank you all for your support.
Robert

"I am Your attendant, loving kajira & faithful knight."
"You are my Owner, My Gracious Queen, My Loving Mystress."
"My heart You hold and Your love I cherrish."

Kyss's Myss's.
Respectfully kneeling in Your Gracious Service Mystress Swan, Your humble pet always, Kajira Robert.

Two weeks.....

Hello Mystress and brother sub.
I think its amazing the two of You are celebrating one year together. Congradulations to you both.
Today is my 15th day under Mytress's rule.
I hope i have been pretty solid in my convitions.
Open with my feelings and thoughts.
And helpful in my services and submissions.
Everyday i learn something new. Try something new. Be something new.
And it has all been because of Mystress Swan. She is everything i knew her to be the last five years cyber, and more.
A more gracious host than my Queen and Her knight, i could not ask for. TThey have included me into their fa,ily circle very comfortably and naturally and have made me feel at home more and more everyday.
I thank -them both from the bottom of my heart.
Respectfully, Kajira Robert

Foot Massage

Foot Massage....
Well folks it was my very first real foot massage. Complete with Polenix heated foot soaking device. With bubbles i might add. Kinda had to turn them off as a foot massager is not very practical for containing bubbles.
And Mystress has the nicest peds a subby could ask for.
She had been teasing me with the foot massager all week and finally sat down the other night and let me do the whole nine yards.
It is always very wonderful to sit at Mystress's feet any time of day.
As we, or i should say She, is still teaching me protocals, i generally ad lib my way thru a few things. Or mad lib actually. And that got me a few taps on the rump night before last.
Our first sort of serious positive reinforcement activity outside of the verbal realm.
Lately Mystress has been keeping a crop right handy as my training seems to be advancing. Amoung a crop, Her other additions to my room are a group of reeds tied at one end, a big feather, a flowery whipit type thingy, a tied sock arrangment that just kinda happened while we were doing laundry and a brush. A paddle brush. A big paddle brush. A big hard paddle brush. This brush is so big, one stroke on each side of my head and my hair is done.
But it is cherrished as all her gifts are.
Another is a bracelet. A very nice, wound silver stranded bracelet with balls on the ends instead of a clasps.
Grips my wrist very nicely and matches the ring i have worn for Her for the last five years. They match well and i feel very good with it on.
I love haveing Her "mark" so to speak on my person and am very proud of it at all times.

So far things have been great here. The house is coming along nicely and my room is starting to take shape. And the rv is beginning to get emptied so we can use it. A road trip with Mystress. MMmmmm. I can't kajira wait.

Everything is progressing nice and slow. I have finally met Her Paladin and a few of Her friends. Her knight has been great to me also and we spend lots of time sitting on the back porch and contemplating matters of the universe both known and sublime.

My guitar often fills the air as Mystress relaxes nearby. Always busy She is, at the end of the day Her eyes tell of Her need for rest. It is nice to say goodnight to Her in person. So very nice.

With that i will say my good nights as well andhead off to Mystress dream land. Goodnight all and enjoy. Kajira Robert

Mystress is wonderful....
I finally made it to my new home. Yes its true....the trip was rocky but the goal was clear.
Arriving late sunday night Mystress was there to meet me curb side, Her rather obscure abode i knew would be hard to find in the dark.
But there She was. Guiding me to a parking space with Her flashlight. I was so elated, for the last hundred miles my mynd was clear as to the first meeting stance.
Very shortly after my feet hit the ground so did my knees.
Before Mystress.
Finaly.
Rough calculations came out to 1710 days since She collared my cyber wise on halloween night so many years ago.
I was so happy i wrapped my arms around her legs and just held Her for a long time.
Her gentle hand carressed my head as She held me close and whispered softly.
Her voice soft as silk, could not contain the thunder in Her words. "You are safe now pet."
I will never forget.
She took me in and introduced me to Her Knight.
She fed me.
She showed me to the bed She had so graciously prepared for me.
And all the while She would drop me to my knees occationally and hold my head in Her hands and let me feel Her warm breath slowly cascading down over me.
She dusted me with Her love until neither of us could hardly keep our eyes open and the ordered me to sleep.
It was such a joy to be craddled in Her home.
As sleep came easy, i could not wait to rise and greet my Mystress and hear Her call my name again.
"Well pet, you made it."
All i could do was fall to my knees and hug Her some more.
That was one week ago to this morning. And as i sit here and type after rising to see Mystress off for the morning, it feels even better today then it did seven days ago.
The nature feeling She gives me as i take the chores i can from Her hands and spend the days and nights in Her service has been remarkable.
24/7....
Well, i have made it 24/8...And it feels so good.......
Thank-you one and all and especially You Mystress, for all You have given me in these 8 short days, and especially for the peace of mynd.
Respectfully, Mystress's Pet Kajira Robert

Amazing Weekend

Evening all

Home from a truly amazing weekend......Hmm one that shall not be forgotten for sure. It was our first 4th of July and it was a truly lovely 4th too.

The day started just before noon when i arrived at my Mystress's place. After a lovely greeting...i unpacked the car and we started our preparations for the BBQ. We set the ice chests up and prepared the meat for the BBQ. We putted around the kitchen readying the salads and dips etc...it was great to putter around getting everything readied with Mystress.

Our guests arrived around 3 to the smell of a leg of lamb slow roasting on the smoky BBQ. It trully made for a lovely smell and a welcome message. We chatted some and settled in while the BBQ finished. Afer the meat was cut we enjoyed a lovely meal. Thank you to all that brough food...the combination of food lead to a delightful meal and some lovely desert too.

After the meal we sat outside enjoying the cool shade and having a lovely time. The evening drew on and eventually we were alone..the three of us. We spent some time in the jaqcuzzi relaxing and then we off to bed to soak up the evening.

Our new family member's family members insisted he stay the day so he missed the BBQ but we still honored his presence and toasted to him. We do look forard to his arrival and wish him a safe journey to us. We are sending him and the vehicle constant Reiki to make his journey safe.

Sat we just vegged around and relaxed...Mystress hurt her shoulder so I gave my Mystress reiki to help heal her shoulder and we spent the day on the couch watching movies. We had an early night so Mystress could rest and we layed there for hours so Mystress could soak up all the Reiki she could.

Our new family member will arrive late night so its back to thte couch to sen reiki. Safe travels brother and soon you shall be here and amongst the family.

Ty Mystress for a truly lovely weekend.

Paladin

Always Something

The events and emotions of the last few days have caught up to my lack of rest and forced there own down time. Sleep being just a wink away, my afternoon was a blank slate.
I usually sleep like a rock and in a decharged state, sleep like a tired rock. Even harder to stir.
And few poke a sleeping bear to begin with.
Today i make repairs to the magic carpet and organize my being to prepare for the final leg of my travels.
A hippy gypsy i am not and lack of organization is frustrating at times.
But a moment of pause reinforces my desires of change and refreshs my faith in self.
I am broken hearted to change my ETA so many times with Mystress.
But my course has been charted.
A destiny awaits me in the service of the Queen.
A end that is a beginning.
I can only pray for the patience of Mystress and pray She knows Her pet would rather be late than not there at all.
Robert

As the pieces of my departure come together i can not help but feel nervous about the new life i have choosen. We have choosen.
There has been a seed in my consciousness since my teen years as too my submission and its degree. I can almost remember the first time i read a back door paper and the lifestyls that live there. One in particular caught my eye and has up to this point been something my mynd has pushed aside as impossible. Only in ones dreams i had conveinced myself. But here it is. Laid out before me in all its reality. And that is to be of service to a couple 24/7.
As things certainly did snowball into this realization, it is a nature occurance. Rare in the fact that I will be able to help free my new Owners of chores mundane by nature, but energy and time comsuming drains as well.
It feels effortless for me. As if this was the destiny I hold as a pipe dream. New horizones for all. My service runs to the depths of such things. At the core of my submission a drive to do more than is expected. To leave a trail of household forplay. A closet hanging with pressed uniforms of my new owners and my own. A pride of knowing they are happy with their new place in my heart. Perhaps one day I will be better able to explain the passion.
My bonds are not of leather but of laundry. Dishes. Leaves. The things some love to do and those they don't.My joy comes from the fact that it is done and not a worry for them. How this seed has not withered over the years but has weathered the storms is beyond my experiences.
But the fact it seemed to know when to germinate and sprout has answered one question i have asked myself for so long...
Is there a place in this reality for my desires to be worn like a badge and the nature of my service understood and appreciated?
That answere came loud and clear and it was Mystress Swan....
....I offer up thanks daily to Her Highness.And now to those She holds so dear, i would like to offer my thanks for supporting Her as well, in this eleventh hour of our twenty-four seven endevour.
With Your kind words and encouragements, i am sure this will be as natureal for Her as it feels for me. I am forever in Your debt and look forward to my introduction soon to you all.
Mystress Swans Pet, Robert

Blues Traveler

The day....nears for my departure from this hagared life and the journey begins with that of a new one.
The task to shake the old is a cold one. Memeories of good times no longer balance against the nightmares of reality.
It is easier to pack this way. Items that one held a charm for me in the past now disenchanted trinkets.
The things i shall take are the memories left by friends and family. The tools of my trade. And the music that is my life.

A dream is opening up before me. The arms of a new family open up ahead of me. The entrapments of the past opening its arms as well to set me free.
My spirit lifted by the arms of my blood family to carry me to a new beginning. The arms of a life anxious to greet me. Anxious to wrap around me and lend support at the end of this road. The arms of Mystress Swan and Her extended family of gracious friends and relation.
If my heart seems indifferent, it is not. Merely tempered to a different reality. It will soften once again as the miles reverse there polarity and life
breathes a warm breath my way for i swear to not carry old baggage to a new gig. :)
I thank all who can and can not read this post. To those i owe a debt of gratitude for enableing my journey and the prayers that give this mission success.
You are all angels in Your own rights.
Kisses to You all....Robert

Dearly Beloved..... I painted a little hard picture of shopping with Mystress at Your blog today Ma'am.... Didn't want the troops to get the wrong impression that Mystress had lost any of Her Womanly charms being surrounded by so much mocho B.S. lately.
To be honest, it was a charming delight. To see the care and thought You put into every command You make whether its "Put it in the bag" or "Put it back on the rack", You know what You want Mystress. And will obviously go to the ends of the earth to find it....:) This place has definetly been for me, a training ground. So much interaction it has brought many questions to light and answered many with out asking.
I do enjoy the three d challenge as it is, and have gained a better undersatnding and appreciation of Paladins service to You Mystress. I've had it pretty easy i can tell, sitting on this side of the monitor. Yes Ma'am. No Ma'am. No i'm not sitting here in my underwear with my feet kicked up watching porn, Ma'am.
Many things i had not thought of Ma'am. When to kneel. When to talk. When to quit preforming magical illutions with the furniture. When to quit looking at Mystress's clevage. I must confess Ma'am.....sitting at Your feet is NEVER a bad thing. The view is always fantastic. Three paces back to the left? Less fly Ma'am.... Always a window seat, with a view. Go there and teley me Pet.... YES MA'AM... Always a joy to watch Your Highness rez in.
They never showed that part on Star Trek. I'm now positive a man invented the transporter. Lt. Voy Eur. I look forward to more excersises of interaction Ma'am. At Your lovely feet of course Mystress. Respectfully kneeling, oh baby, in Your gracious service Mystress Swan, Your humble pet, Kajira Robert

The beginning

There once was a lovely sweet Mystress kiving in a majestic castle positioned periously close to a sea cliffs edge...the view from her bedroom window able to see for days over the oceans horizon.

The day is young and Mystress stands on her balcony...dressed in her thin red velvet robe...parted slightly teasing all her knights, burshing her hair in the morning sun, watching the knights who drill in the courtyard below.

Each Knight keeping in top shape so that when they are called upon...they can deliver on whatever service ordered with the utmost vigor and determination.

A breeze floats in from the ocean ruffling Mystress's light robe as she takes a dee breath...wondering what to do today.......

House Keeping notes...

Excellent job here kajira robert! As always, you keep things hopping. Always adding and changing. In his comment to you, Paladin complements us on how things look and the time invested. All of the kudos go to robert.. I've not lifted a finger here. Perhaps a whispered idea in a slightly twisted ear but that would be the extend of it. I'd never have had the time or energy Myself to come up with so much... as is noted by the simplicity of our own blog.

Paladin..
I do expect you to post here as well as I would like to see you post something to kajira robert. Questions or observations. And.. a bit of a short story for us.. of the Paladin coming to serve his Mystress. You know that I will not accept that you do not know any stories.. the point... is to write one. (wicked smiles) Here.. just between the three of us. In fact.. I'd like to see a bit of a story woven between the two of you. So Paladin... you can write the start for the story.. robert, then you'll pick it up. And if I want to pop into it.. I will. kajira... I want to be sure that you'll keep your parts fairly shorter though to give Paladin a fighting chance.

I think that this will be an interesting experiment. We shall see how it goes.

Well... that should give you both something to think about..

Hope that the two of you are resting. robert...keep yourself as sane as you can... and Paladin... hope the allergies are easing some.

sending good thoughts to the two of you
very special subs....

MYNE, MYNE, MYNE MYNE!

Mystress

Welcome back A/all.
As a humble karetaker here, it has been my pleasure to have added a few new features and rearranged a few others in attempt to create ease of navigation and purity of content.

Updates :
Added new video to the Swan Lake Channel as well as a new work-out Channel. Please let let me know when it time for new ones Ma'am.
Swan Lake Gallery is seeking more donations from our patrons to grace the halls and walls. Any portrait contributions will be greatly appreciated.

Hope Y/you all find something to enjoy.
Humbly, Kajira Robert

Robert meets John.....

Mystress,
i ran across this in my research on the twins and thought it might give Y/you both a laugh, and tell Paladin how i met John.

Robert meets John.....Feb 12 2004
Robert wrote :Hello Mystress Swan,I hope I didn't ruffle any feathers there. I sent swanmyst a IM when I saw she was on Ma'am and it turned out to be her hubby. I was logged on as kajira robert. It went alittle like this Ma'am...
transcript
kajira_robert (8:41:16 PM): hello swanmyst
kajira_robert (8:41:44 PM): how are you tooknight my love?
swanmyst (8:44:15 PM): This is her husband, who are you?
insert gulp
kajira_robert (8:44:25 PM): robert
kajira_robert (8:44:52 PM): sorry to bother you
kajira_robert (8:44:53 PM):
swanmyst (8:45:30 PM): Come back later when r is on\ line
insert sigh of relief
kajira_robert (8:45:46 PM): thank-you.bye

Scared the begejeezes out of me Ma'am. But part of me wanted to sayYes Sir, No Sir, Can I get You a drink Sir, rub your feet Sir.....:)But I took the chicken way out and departed rapidly Ma'am.He was rather authoritative sounding Ma'am. Goose bumps Ma'am.I hope i didn't cause to much of a stir Mystress.Kneeling before You Mystress Swan, kajira robert

=============Feb 13 2004Mystress wrote:
Oooops Indeed pet...
First off, you did not answer correctly.
You should have answered"i am Mystress Swans's kajira, robert, at Your Service Sir."
Then He would have known exactly who you were and you might have hadquite an interesting conversation with Him...
He was chatting with a friend of Ours on My computer at the time youpopped up. I had been talking with him first before John got home,and then they caught up while I finished dinner. He did not mentionit to Me, but I saw the pop up when I came back. I was curious as tohow you would handle it. You are to be commended for yourpresentation.
Goosebumps indeed... He could give your goosebumps goosebumps if Heso choose.
He could use His attorney skills to grill you like afish on the barby.. and since He has also been a fencing instructor,He is sharp of movement and counter moves. At 6' and 57, He is bothtaller and older them both of us.For your interest, I have posted a photo of Him.
But, you paid poor attention to detail kajira. swanmyst isR*******. Which is different from kajira swanmyst, correct?
R******* is Me. As is Mystress Swan. My, My, My... you've beensuch a good slave too. Nice to have something to discipline you for.
So... your make up for it will be:
First, you will write a dialog of what might have happened if youhad ansered His question correctly.
Second, when you admisinster your weekly spanking, you will do it asHe would do it. You will say "Thank you Sir, may i have another?"after each swat.
Third, you will come up with an idea of your own.I look forward to your responses pet..Mystress Swan

(end)

Alive and Well......

Greetings Mystress and greeetings to you Paladin. Been a crazy last month in a different way, for me, then Your
all(s).27 days...6 hours....38 minutes.....
Finally, my ladies back to health, and she is back to work. Even though she is the daughter of Satan, I don't like seeing her in pain. And I was starting too....:)

I have kept up to date on Yours and Paladins blog Ma'am. On occation I've gotten lost and found myself back in the archieves. Its interesting to note that the passion and fire still burn thru both your words, as they did months ago.
This makes me think your "dry spells" apart are a requirement as much as any.
And now... for a special edition of SwanLake's : "Humor in the News." (Or as i like to call it..."i pray Mystress finds this humorous.")
"Dry Spells"....As soon as i read monfrair Paladin's post predicting a two week seperation the first words out of my mouth were.."Yeah right..."
Please excuse me Ma'am, i am not tryng to be a smart ass, its just hard to keep up with you kids sometimes. :)
MyndBloggeling. ( a new word Mystress taught me last week)
Ok Ma'am. It does come out of a slight curiousity as to how thirsty Mystress is. Many fantasies were born out of our late nyght chats Ma'am, many moons ago on the subject of submission and stamina. And not nessecarily together.
I have many theories and three i can share in mixed company...
Yes, Mystress has met Her match and all is right with the world.
Or Two.....Yes, and it fuels the fire even more.
Or Three....Maybe, and your kajira kan is kruz'n for a bruz'n.
I just hope Mystress is happy(r) these days.
Perhaps i should say more content. Is that an oxymoron?


Moving on....(quickly)...That was a very nice compliment You bestowed on Paladin Mystress. Stallion. (hope i spelled that right).
Lets see...Rugy, has a job, submissive, stallion....boy the compition is rough this year. :)
Congradulations brother. Perhaps its just a guy thing Ma'am, but that is a pretty prestigous title.
And a new pet nick came to mind....Staladin....Sorry Ma'am, couldn't help myself. And please, i mean no offense. Palamino....Sorry Ma'am, just popped out. :)
You should be proud brother. (and i'm sure you are, being a leo, but modest about compliments.)
And I can tell Mystress is, by that dreamy look in Her words when She says stallion. :)It was almost like....staaaaallllliiioonn....
I hope your both laughing. Ok. I pray Y/your both laughing.

Mystress, may I make a few requests? Can Your Highness Post a note on the volenter work Your donating Your time too Ma'am? I caught bits and pieces at your blog and was just wondering which outfit to layout for You in the morning Ma'am. Next to a fresh, childed gaublet of Pierre with a lemon spritz....( i'm gonna get that boot licker title this year Paladin ).
I still get fantasies about cleaning out Your closet Ma'am and vacuming your pool.
Wait Ma'am, please. Make that pool, closet, pool again...( bring it on stallion ).
I love hearing about Your good deeds Ma'am.

And one more tiny thing Ma'am? Can I turn these books around? Please? You don't think people notice things like that cautic black hole that stands out like a hanger breaking ranks in my bookshelfe. I've got hundreds of books Ma'am, many still packed and mostly reference books, but even they, in there cardboard walls, are all standing up and facing the same way. For the love of....
Please Ma'am. People are starting to talk. Theres a rumor going around the office i'm smoking crack.
Have Mercy Ma'am. If not for me Ma'am, then for Sagan and Burnham and O'Henry. I beg Your pardon Mystress. Thank-You Ma'am.
To Y/you both, Good Luck and Good Will.
Respectfully kneeling in Your Gracious service Mystress Swan, Your long winded pet, robert.

While roberts away....

Things slow down considerably. The halls are mostly quite. The clock ticks silently. The spiders begin their weaving in the castle corners.

Mystress strides down the halls... wondering where everyone has gone. Where oh where are Her pets??? She goes into the great hall.. and moves to the throne at the end of the room. She lets loose with a series of whistles.. and then pauses and does another series, this one distinctly different from the first. She repeats the series and looks at the two pillows at Her feet. She cocks Her ear and listens for a moment for the sound of slave feet.. but the hall is silent. She patiently folds Her hands, closes Her eyes and appears to be running energy..

...but Her foot taps occasionally

Mystress That piece is Magnífico!"
El ir en ninguna parte"
"Aller nulle part"
"Andare in nessun posto"
"Nergens het gaan"
Going nowhere. Michael Parkes. I like the french title Ma'am, "Aller nulle part".
A few others I found fitting Mystress, Returning Home, Night Flight, The Source, Swan Lake.
"Desert Lotus" reminds me of Your humble desert lotus pet, Ma'am. Standing on the edge of eternity. The sands of time rising. How do I know its rising Ma'am?
Only two pyrimiads remain above the sand. :)
I love to just sit back, fill the land with a gentlemans smoke that i like to refere to as swan myst, and think of the art work the world would treasure if one of these artists were under your spell. My painting is more the styl of Jackson Polluck Ma'am.

It was quite invigorating to finally pen a long winded post this week Mystress. I have not found the time to complete construction on the Swan Link sites. But the day is young Ma'am. I luv some of the new Gallery Slide show gadgets and with Your inspiration, they fall into place like pieces of a puzzle.

And You got me Mystress.
Had my underwear on backwards before i got to that last line. Thank God you didn't say put them on your head and check the mail. (You know i would Ma'am...:) )
Luckily i was in boxers and the cool breeze felt kinda good. Yes Ma'am, i often draft in my underwear. With little company, it is a wonderful luxury i indulge in often. And these days, who can tell underwear from shorts.
Respectfully kneeling in Your Gracious Service Mystress Swan, Your humble pet, Robert

Lovely Place here... sooo... relaxing....

Good evening gentlemen!

robert... you most certainly have outdone yourself.

I thought I would post with this lovely picture.

I think it is a male mountain lion. Mmmmmmm

Lionzzzz...

(smiles)

I like the feel of the piece. Relaxing...

This is how I feel sometimes after having been with

Paladin. Relaxed....happy.... safe.

This is how napping on a Saturday afternoon feels

to Me

And we have heard the sounds of Canadian Geese

in the past through his windows.

It's not too late, but I am tired tonight..

Paladin had to wake Me from My falling dream

last nite... and I tried not to go back to it after

he did... so I am tireder tonight.

I wish you both all the best..

much love and wicked smiles,

Mystress

Soul Submission...

Thank-Y/you both for your gracious comments. Mystress.... Once again I apologize for the delays. Still playing nurse maid and probably will be for the rest of this week. Time spent here will be hit and miss Ma'am. But if the past is any indication, some of our best moments have been least planned. So be the wheels of fate. I do seek Your guidance Ma'am, in formatting as I really like the comment layout as shown on Your Paladin page. Will look for You at the top of each hour as I can as usual. I am so pleased You like it. Sorry so short tonight. Any chance this will help to vindicate my books? Can I put my underwear back on? Just kidding Ma'am. ( i just had a flash of my underwear on my bookshelfe...this is not good Ma'am...) Enjoy Mystress, Your Humble pet, Kajira Robert
Paladin ....Thank-you brother....Wonderful comments. I had a preconcieved idea of what i thought i wanted in a Mystress too. Or what a Mistress would want in a slave. My first mistake....never assume anything with Mystress.
Was very blown away by this ravishing, fiery eyed Woman that is a Lady in every aspect. And She brought that grace and elequence into every command. Then She did the strangest things. Started giving me commands that were good for me. Taking away my self degradating ideals I harboured that believed all slaves were for abuse. After a few months of training She collared me. October 31st 2003. Halloween Knight. I remember it well. As I watched, this beautiful Queen danced in the moonlight, loosing Her veils as She led me to the hearth burning brightly in Her chamber. I was moonstruck. Like a deer in the headlights. Ok, a frog in front of a flashlight.
When Her last silken viel hit the ground Her beautiful naked form reclined on the bed. I blushed.I scrambled my thoughts to please her....what did she want...a glass of wine...a whip...a good book...a quilt....(gulp) ME? "Please ME pet....." My eyes must of been as big around as the full moon.A blank stare....until a flick of Her wrist brought a burning ember from the hearth to bear on my bare ass. (Yes, She just loves naked slaves, right from the start.)
Like a roo i leaped and found myself in Mystress's Chamber Bed.I had built it. Changed the linens everyday. But never dreamed i would share it with Her.I still had that mindset that sex with Mystress was me humping Her leg like a whorny puppy...So I tried that...Mystress smiled and said..."That is not pleaseing me, it is only pleaseing YOU."Her hand reached out and Her fist filled with my mane as She pulled me to Her beautiful bossom.She smiled down at Her trembleing pet. Not the twins again Ma'am..."I am your Queen Robert...I have the needs of a Woman Robert...Resistance is futile Robert...now MAKE ME PROUD."
The rest is Swan Lore...the stuff of Legends..or Legendess's perhaps.Now i could hear Her call with out using my ears.If my bells were not echoeing in Her halls She knew it.If my back was not bent, She came to see why.This is when i began to understand Her.Began to really FEEL like Her property.And the feeling was glorious brother.An addiction for which one wants no cure.The Nexus.
Swan statues began appering on my desk. Swan flower pots began appearing in my garden. Everywhere i went, Swans would appear.Swan salt shakers...book ends...even my life long passion the sky brought the Swan into the view of my scopes...I had to look to see if there were feathers growing on my ass....Gulp...there they were...Purple...But everytime i would turn back around, there She would be, smiling...beckoning...soothing...My fears washed away with Her purple rain.In Her hands I felt safe...She could lay me on a bed of coals and I knew Her wings would protect me.
Her silken Myst has wrapped around my submissive heart till there is no other that could ever rein supreme in my thoughts.My soul submission.She returned the poetry to my songs. My songs to Her pages. Her pages to my journal.
And yet She still makes me feel like I am the wind under Her wings. I am pretty sure you feel the same inspirations Paladine. I was really not surprised to hear your title. Paladine.Really not surprised to see a kneeling knight as your trademark.And that has made me so very happy. You have more than lived up to the expectations of all. And as I have no place to judge, I salute you.I hope this short note (As you know, Mystress eats books for breakfast and has a passion for long confessionals, at least from this pet) helps you to understand my link. A small cog in Her grander scheme.
But as you can feel Her touch for a moment, you can feel Her prescence always. With your words Paladine, I can live that touch like never before. Understand Her prescence like never before. What i see is a Queen that becomes more powerful with every touch.Hungrier with every word.More possesive with Her property.She still gives me goose bumps.And me thynks you give Her goose bumps as well Paladine. :)Enjoy, Robert

"With Her breath comes many fortunes"
"I confess to all on bended Knee..."
"The precious gifts of Guidance and Wisdom"
"She has Graciously shared with Me..."

"My heart She holds in Her hand,"
"My soul She clearly see's..."
"And in Her service I pray each day,"
"May I forever Be"
Kajira Robert