As the pieces of my departure come together i can not help but feel nervous about the new life i have choosen. We have choosen.
There has been a seed in my consciousness since my teen years as too my submission and its degree. I can almost remember the first time i read a back door paper and the lifestyls that live there. One in particular caught my eye and has up to this point been something my mynd has pushed aside as impossible. Only in ones dreams i had conveinced myself. But here it is. Laid out before me in all its reality. And that is to be of service to a couple 24/7.
As things certainly did snowball into this realization, it is a nature occurance. Rare in the fact that I will be able to help free my new Owners of chores mundane by nature, but energy and time comsuming drains as well.
It feels effortless for me. As if this was the destiny I hold as a pipe dream. New horizones for all. My service runs to the depths of such things. At the core of my submission a drive to do more than is expected. To leave a trail of household forplay. A closet hanging with pressed uniforms of my new owners and my own. A pride of knowing they are happy with their new place in my heart. Perhaps one day I will be better able to explain the passion.
My bonds are not of leather but of laundry. Dishes. Leaves. The things some love to do and those they don't.My joy comes from the fact that it is done and not a worry for them. How this seed has not withered over the years but has weathered the storms is beyond my experiences.
But the fact it seemed to know when to germinate and sprout has answered one question i have asked myself for so long...
Is there a place in this reality for my desires to be worn like a badge and the nature of my service understood and appreciated?
That answere came loud and clear and it was Mystress Swan....
....I offer up thanks daily to Her Highness.And now to those She holds so dear, i would like to offer my thanks for supporting Her as well, in this eleventh hour of our twenty-four seven endevour.
With Your kind words and encouragements, i am sure this will be as natureal for Her as it feels for me. I am forever in Your debt and look forward to my introduction soon to you all.
Mystress Swans Pet, Robert