"I am Your attendant, loving kajira & faithful knight."
"You are my Owner, My Gracious Queen, My Loving Mystress."
"My heart You hold and Your love I cherrish."

Kyss's Myss's.
Respectfully kneeling in Your Gracious Service Mystress Swan, Your humble pet always, Kajira Robert.

Two weeks.....

Hello Mystress and brother sub.
I think its amazing the two of You are celebrating one year together. Congradulations to you both.
Today is my 15th day under Mytress's rule.
I hope i have been pretty solid in my convitions.
Open with my feelings and thoughts.
And helpful in my services and submissions.
Everyday i learn something new. Try something new. Be something new.
And it has all been because of Mystress Swan. She is everything i knew her to be the last five years cyber, and more.
A more gracious host than my Queen and Her knight, i could not ask for. TThey have included me into their fa,ily circle very comfortably and naturally and have made me feel at home more and more everyday.
I thank -them both from the bottom of my heart.
Respectfully, Kajira Robert

Foot Massage

Foot Massage....
Well folks it was my very first real foot massage. Complete with Polenix heated foot soaking device. With bubbles i might add. Kinda had to turn them off as a foot massager is not very practical for containing bubbles.
And Mystress has the nicest peds a subby could ask for.
She had been teasing me with the foot massager all week and finally sat down the other night and let me do the whole nine yards.
It is always very wonderful to sit at Mystress's feet any time of day.
As we, or i should say She, is still teaching me protocals, i generally ad lib my way thru a few things. Or mad lib actually. And that got me a few taps on the rump night before last.
Our first sort of serious positive reinforcement activity outside of the verbal realm.
Lately Mystress has been keeping a crop right handy as my training seems to be advancing. Amoung a crop, Her other additions to my room are a group of reeds tied at one end, a big feather, a flowery whipit type thingy, a tied sock arrangment that just kinda happened while we were doing laundry and a brush. A paddle brush. A big paddle brush. A big hard paddle brush. This brush is so big, one stroke on each side of my head and my hair is done.
But it is cherrished as all her gifts are.
Another is a bracelet. A very nice, wound silver stranded bracelet with balls on the ends instead of a clasps.
Grips my wrist very nicely and matches the ring i have worn for Her for the last five years. They match well and i feel very good with it on.
I love haveing Her "mark" so to speak on my person and am very proud of it at all times.

So far things have been great here. The house is coming along nicely and my room is starting to take shape. And the rv is beginning to get emptied so we can use it. A road trip with Mystress. MMmmmm. I can't kajira wait.

Everything is progressing nice and slow. I have finally met Her Paladin and a few of Her friends. Her knight has been great to me also and we spend lots of time sitting on the back porch and contemplating matters of the universe both known and sublime.

My guitar often fills the air as Mystress relaxes nearby. Always busy She is, at the end of the day Her eyes tell of Her need for rest. It is nice to say goodnight to Her in person. So very nice.

With that i will say my good nights as well andhead off to Mystress dream land. Goodnight all and enjoy. Kajira Robert

Mystress is wonderful....
I finally made it to my new home. Yes its true....the trip was rocky but the goal was clear.
Arriving late sunday night Mystress was there to meet me curb side, Her rather obscure abode i knew would be hard to find in the dark.
But there She was. Guiding me to a parking space with Her flashlight. I was so elated, for the last hundred miles my mynd was clear as to the first meeting stance.
Very shortly after my feet hit the ground so did my knees.
Before Mystress.
Finaly.
Rough calculations came out to 1710 days since She collared my cyber wise on halloween night so many years ago.
I was so happy i wrapped my arms around her legs and just held Her for a long time.
Her gentle hand carressed my head as She held me close and whispered softly.
Her voice soft as silk, could not contain the thunder in Her words. "You are safe now pet."
I will never forget.
She took me in and introduced me to Her Knight.
She fed me.
She showed me to the bed She had so graciously prepared for me.
And all the while She would drop me to my knees occationally and hold my head in Her hands and let me feel Her warm breath slowly cascading down over me.
She dusted me with Her love until neither of us could hardly keep our eyes open and the ordered me to sleep.
It was such a joy to be craddled in Her home.
As sleep came easy, i could not wait to rise and greet my Mystress and hear Her call my name again.
"Well pet, you made it."
All i could do was fall to my knees and hug Her some more.
That was one week ago to this morning. And as i sit here and type after rising to see Mystress off for the morning, it feels even better today then it did seven days ago.
The nature feeling She gives me as i take the chores i can from Her hands and spend the days and nights in Her service has been remarkable.
24/7....
Well, i have made it 24/8...And it feels so good.......
Thank-you one and all and especially You Mystress, for all You have given me in these 8 short days, and especially for the peace of mynd.
Respectfully, Mystress's Pet Kajira Robert

Amazing Weekend

Evening all

Home from a truly amazing weekend......Hmm one that shall not be forgotten for sure. It was our first 4th of July and it was a truly lovely 4th too.

The day started just before noon when i arrived at my Mystress's place. After a lovely greeting...i unpacked the car and we started our preparations for the BBQ. We set the ice chests up and prepared the meat for the BBQ. We putted around the kitchen readying the salads and dips etc...it was great to putter around getting everything readied with Mystress.

Our guests arrived around 3 to the smell of a leg of lamb slow roasting on the smoky BBQ. It trully made for a lovely smell and a welcome message. We chatted some and settled in while the BBQ finished. Afer the meat was cut we enjoyed a lovely meal. Thank you to all that brough food...the combination of food lead to a delightful meal and some lovely desert too.

After the meal we sat outside enjoying the cool shade and having a lovely time. The evening drew on and eventually we were alone..the three of us. We spent some time in the jaqcuzzi relaxing and then we off to bed to soak up the evening.

Our new family member's family members insisted he stay the day so he missed the BBQ but we still honored his presence and toasted to him. We do look forard to his arrival and wish him a safe journey to us. We are sending him and the vehicle constant Reiki to make his journey safe.

Sat we just vegged around and relaxed...Mystress hurt her shoulder so I gave my Mystress reiki to help heal her shoulder and we spent the day on the couch watching movies. We had an early night so Mystress could rest and we layed there for hours so Mystress could soak up all the Reiki she could.

Our new family member will arrive late night so its back to thte couch to sen reiki. Safe travels brother and soon you shall be here and amongst the family.

Ty Mystress for a truly lovely weekend.

Paladin

Always Something

The events and emotions of the last few days have caught up to my lack of rest and forced there own down time. Sleep being just a wink away, my afternoon was a blank slate.
I usually sleep like a rock and in a decharged state, sleep like a tired rock. Even harder to stir.
And few poke a sleeping bear to begin with.
Today i make repairs to the magic carpet and organize my being to prepare for the final leg of my travels.
A hippy gypsy i am not and lack of organization is frustrating at times.
But a moment of pause reinforces my desires of change and refreshs my faith in self.
I am broken hearted to change my ETA so many times with Mystress.
But my course has been charted.
A destiny awaits me in the service of the Queen.
A end that is a beginning.
I can only pray for the patience of Mystress and pray She knows Her pet would rather be late than not there at all.
Robert